3 am thoughts

It seems very hard to find a real man nowadays. That's the truth—even if we do not acknowledge it. My friends always query why I remain single and do not get involved with the boys at school, even though I know some of them wooed me when I was in high school. Frankly speaking, during my time, I could not handle relationships. My studies have always been my life priority.

But secretly, it wasn't the only reason. The truth is, I used to love someone—but I was fearful. I fear to love, fear to open my heart once more. And now, I don't want fear to govern me anymore. I want to try. I want to take a leap of faith with him.

So… how do I let him know how I feel? I want him to know the way I really feel. I want to be with him. Perhaps it is high time I take the risk and find out where love would lead me to.

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