opening my heart

It's hard for me to open my heart to new people , due do someone putting me down ,calling me names , hitting me , telling me I'm worthless and not good enough . Because of everything I've been through I don't open my heart to anyone .I have PTSD because of it . I have a hard time opening up to people .I have one friend that I've known since 4th grade and he's the only one I can talk to . Wish I had more friends either male or female just not looking for a relationship right now . Some guys don't understand that . Why is it so hard for some guys to understand that it's not all about sex, or being in a relationship ? There's more but for right now I think that's good .

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