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mchafins5, 19821209, Lima, Ohio, United States

friends

Why is it so hard for some people to understand that I am only looking for friends nothing more ? I just need someone to talk too . I'm not looking for a relationship . Because of what I've been through I need to work on myself before I can be In a relationship . I just need someone to listen and not judge . If you are that person that needs a friend just comment and let me know . and guys if your looking for more then don't bother because I don't want anything other than a f…

mchafins5, 19821209, Lima, Ohio, United States

friends

Hello my name is Melissa I am 37 and I have 5 kids four live with me and one lives with his dads parents . I'm disabled . I don't really have friends, but I would like to have a friend who I can talk to . I have PTSD due to a relationship I was in . I have a hard time letting someone in my life . I am a Christian but have a lot of questions about the Bible . If you would like to talk you can email me at chafins.m614@gmail.com I'm not looking for a relationship only a friend to tal…

mchafins5, 19821209, Lima, Ohio, United States

You

Another night no sleep, for reason's you should know , I was the only one that was there , you didn't deserve my love from the start , you were the drug that I needed back then. But with some drugs you quit.Not feeling high from you was hard at first, time went by and no thought of you was there, weeks, even months pasted thinking about all the bad you did still haunts me , but slowly the good times come back . Knowing that our love will never again be .Telling myself that's what&…

mchafins5, 19821209, Lima, Ohio, United States

Pictures

Pictures put in a box , not to fade what use to be , but only time will tell, the pain and hurt doesn't hurt as bad I should feel happy , but I feel sad , still hurt, still broken hearted that our love didn't last. People say I'll get over you in time , I want to know how long will it take ? There's a new love in my life someone who's the opposite of you. Why can't you get out of my thoughts? My life is no longer sad, even though I cry inside not showing on the outs…

mchafins5, 19821209, Lima, Ohio, United States

opening my heart

It's hard for me to open my heart to new people , due do someone putting me down ,calling me names , hitting me , telling me I'm worthless and not good enough . Because of everything I've been through I don't open my heart to anyone .I have PTSD because of it . I have a hard time opening up to people .I have one friend that I've known since 4th grade and he's the only one I can talk to . Wish I had more friends either male or female just not looking for a relationsh…